Rising from that Fall

I left home. I knew I had to be on my own. I knew have to take my own decisions. Be the healer and comforter...be motivated and be determined...be all by myself.
But, of course, you can't live life just like you planned. There are uninvited disasters..there are those cruel moments which were beyond your imagination..you never thought that life would be so harsh..
I too, have had them. I faced them. But..I wasn't strong the way I thought I would be..I was feeble..so fragile..I did not know what to do..
Finding that friend, however, drastically changed my life. The moment she entered my life..she almost took over the authority..like she owns me..
She'd be awake for me..she'd put to me sleep too.. she'd be the one who'd instilled my mind with love.. she'd be the one who'd scold me..keep me away from all the unforseen errs too..she'd guard my happiness like it was hers... she'd weep over my grief like she owned them too.
I am in state right now, where I find myself so connected with her..and wish to be her driver for life.
She's my own..my best friend.