I wanted to believe in love again, for the second time. However, I wanted to take some time before I accepted his proposal. I told him that I would meet him next evening at the same place, same time.
I boarded the bus, whilst my mind wobbling..not knowing what is the right thing to be done.
I then thought to drop in to my ashram where I used to go as a child..I loved the sisters there..They were full of affection for me! As I entered the ashram, the sister, oblivion of my state of mind enquired, "Aaranya, do you remember your childhood promise to me?"
In a flashlight speed, old memories spilled out of my mind where I had promised the sisters to take up the responsibility of the ashram, for I learnt the joy of being compassionate from there! I had larger vision always; never restricted to my own happiness!
I got my answers! Now I knew what I wanted. I loved him enough, to the extent of letting him go..not wanting him to stop only for my own dreams. I knew I would always have his love in my heart which would keep my life going...!
Monday, 11 September 2017
Second chance
My Angel.. the Firefly of my life
When I left alone..I had no clue where these paths would take.. I kept walking in the dark..like the darkness around was capturing my mind...my body..and I in return..kept losing this battle..I didn't give a fight back..I was so lost..I was happy being defeated..I thought I had none for whom I should live..I had no reasons..not one, not any...I had nothing of my own. As I strolled these roads of anonymity.. I saw one illuminated corner..I thought it was the Firefly of my life..I thought it would show the way out..I thought it was the answers to all my wait! As I approached the Firefly, I learnt it there..there was an angel waiting for me..the one who beheld some magic and love..I smiled and pondered if it would see me though..Much to my surprise the angel stood up there..she looked at me with mirth and glee..she did not wait for me to ask.. she held me strong and she soared too high..I had no fears ..no fears indeed.. I knew I was safe with her for sure.. I knew she'd guard and protect me through..I knew she loves me more than I do.. it took me a while to get to know..this angel was my friend..my soul..now,i know..Im so blessed..Im so grateful..for I know she's so pure..she's so true.
